Day 22

Day 22 - How have you changed in the past 2 years?

A lot  can happen in two years. Two years ago I was a sophomore in college. Still crying and stressing over what and who I wanted to be. Scared of not being able to make it, relying on  my own strength to do every little thing. I said I relied on God but really, I don’t think I did, at least not enough. School meant everything to me still. I just wanted to get my four years over with, get what I wanted, and walk out. 

Today is a completely different story. I love college. My focus this year is to have fun, make memories, and laugh a lot. I care more about the time I spend with people. I still care about my school work, but I’m not always hiding in my room trying to study and get ahead in every single subject. When I do, it’s due to procrastination, or just because I want the day to myself. I’m more laid back. I want to have fun for once! This year I definitely started to realize how much I’m going to miss my time here. I feel that compared to 2 years ago, I’m not as scared. Whether it be confronting people, actually saying what I want to say, or just letting go of my worries, I’m starting to trust that He will take care of me, that everything will always be alright in the end.